I’m sorry. I have absolutely struggled with clinical depression and I know how heavy it can feel. Literally weight pressing down on my chest. Difficult to pick a foot up and put it down on the floor. My heart goes out to you.
On another note. Your post made me smile more than a few times. Mostly because I’m on the other side of clinical depression. Sometimes, I believe we need the space and silence and ability to be sad so that we can understand the “whys”. Since you have no money, (I relate), what makes me feel joy for you is your intellect and native humor! My gosh. Try stand up. Sleep all day. Brush your teeth before you head out. When life loses meaning, make it. Who cares if you don’t get a standing ovation? I’m calling for you. (The chicken line was the one that did me in!)
I’m praying for you. You are not alone nor should you be. Keep coming back to community and we will encourage you! What small goal can you make for yourself today?
im glad i could bring some joy to someone on such a dark day for myself. i feel awful. it’s wearing off but i cannot believe half an energy drink set me off this badly. i was seriously contemplating suicide last night as i lay in bed. this is the best my life has been in YEARS so there’s no reason I should be thinking those sort of thoughts. these drinks need to be BANNED.
Vitamin B is really helpful for me. I take twice as much B complex as the directions say. Also get chewable B12 and D3 (not sure if it's D3 or D9 or something).
Connecting with human beings in real time watching a child's innocence, and listening in silence with Our higher being while digging our hands into the earth, planting, grass under feet, a day at the ocean, full sun, fresh air, a long country drive, not wearing a seat belt, eating dense nutrition, sure help.
All synthetic supplements are poison. Please do some research on this. The truth has been revealed on ALL pharmaceutical supplements, what's in them, their country of origin (very telling) and why the "science" behind them is meant to kill us, not help us. If you need proof, check out this link to start on Vitamin D.
Some vitamins are actually really useful! My mom is a naturalist and I will confess. Antibiotics are here to stay but some disease states seem to show better treatment with vitamins than chemical compounds.
I love a good chemical when it’s needed though. Vitamins in moderation, friends 🤣
We are here for you! If you ever need a friend to help you borrow worth, (I’ve been there alone and called suicide crisis lines), you may always reach out to me. I truly feel that we’ve been provided with community who can remind us and hold the space. Please keep your chin up. From someone who has been there before, you will start to feel better. But you may need to cut some people out of your life. Yoh most definitely should seek therapy. That’s what my psychiatrist told me. I am not even on medicine anymore! Praise God! All the comments from people who are angry? Delete those people. LITERALLY, my God, people. Let’s show love please! Encouragment. Sunshine butterflies and rainbows if that’s what’s needed. ☀️🦋🌈🦄🧠✝️🐑
Ps! GOOD MORNING! We are grateful, thankful and blessed you are here, friend! Make today great!
Respectfully, “Our” is how I capitalize the name of my Maker. I call Him God, I also call Him Jesus. But, I’m not sure where the “gag me with a spoon” mentality is coming from. I’m happy to continue to keep discussing “Our” maker, but if you’re not a fan of Jesus, you can choose to exit the conversation. I, however, don’t understand the vitriol.
I saw the comment you are referring to. It appears to have been deleted now. Some people love Jesus and want to spread the love. Others use religion as an excuse to put themselves above others, and frequently turn to insulting, even hateful, comments. I call them "negatives", because they never have anything positive to say. Note, the person whom you are responding to has offered nothing positive or healing for Wolf.
I've signed up for a couple of paid subscriptions over this last year. Pray it is helping. Where do I go to donate something to you every month? My heart breaks whenever I read your articles.
What do you mean, "this wasn't very good"? I hadn't even gotten to the end of the article to see that comment and I was already punching in to mention what a brilliant piece this was. It is detailed, informative, more helpful and needed than you may be able to imagine. Depression is the the common cold of psychology. I have an (almost) doctorate in clinical psychology, so I feel qualified to say that I really believe that it is all part of the way your exceptionally clever brain works that makes you so sensitive to the suffering of others, cognizant of every possibility of anything that *might* be threatening, and also particularly sensitive to the very ingredients in those horrible (not my opinion alone) energy drinks.
And like others here, thanks for several parts of this article that made me laugh out loud... mostly because I RELATE, and am there myself, more often than I care to admit. Laughter, appropriately, is the best antidote for this disease, as the Bible itself instructs.... next to inviting in Holy Spirit, the Great Comforter, Himself.
thank you. after i published it i actually read it and it was a lot better than i thought while writing it. im just so out of it right now from the chemical crash. i wish i knew what was in that stuff for real. it’s def got something that isn’t on the label in there.
I'm actually having a good time in this thread. A roomful of kindred souls shooting the shit. Your post was well done. Clear and powerful.
Crashed a car on I-95 in DeLand County way back in the last millennium, shuolda been dead and/or locked up but they say someone smiles on drunks and small children.
I bet that the clamp thing was a spanner wrench.
Ever hear the song "Everybody's Talkin'" by Nilsson? If not, you're in for a treat.
I had a seizure last year about this time. Started having all kinds of bladder issues. My doctor told me to stop drinking coffee. Decaff works okay. So I did that, and amazingly enough, it cut back on the bladder problems, way back. It actually tastes pretty decent and I soon forgot it is caffeine free. I've never been an energy drink fan, or diet sodas either. My one weakness is coca-cola, the real thing, hahaha. I try to keep that down to a dull roar, since all soda is so back for us. So, wise one, stay away from regular coffee, and try to stay away from sodas and energy drinks. Why are our kids just losing their minds these days? Between the stupid phones and stupid drinks and poisoned food, water, and the crap they tell us is just a jet trail, it's a miracle we can even get out of bed in the morning!
Jesus loves you, dude, never forget that. Keep praying to Him. I've praying for you. All you have to do is give it over to Him. He loves you and all you have to do is ask. He's there for you. God bless you! Never give up!
You didn't get a COVID vaccine by any chance? Many people are getting seizures from them. Heart attacks and turbo cancers. Look into shedding from the vaccinated too. RUMBLE has good videos on all that. I too suffer from Depression and at nearly 70 I hardly ever sleep. With Depression you either sleep too much or too little.
Nope, not a one. Absolutely refused any and all. I also had a seizure back in 1999. My personal opinion is that stress was a big factor for me. My doctor thinks I might have had epilepsy since I was very small. I find that for me, stress is a big factor in most any health issue that pops up. I also had shingles in 1997, was getting a divorce and very stressed out. 2025 was a very stressful year for me, so not really surprised that a seizure made its appearance.
Just from what I've read in your articles my analysis is your a pretty neat fella. Very intelligent...so many people now can't figure out where a period goes at the end of a sentence...not to mention the lack of a structured sentence in the first place. The road you've chosen is a hard one (I know, I walk somewhat the same path)....certainly not for the faint of heart.
But what I think is this "life" or existence is going really fast (for reasons I can't figure out...could be the Lord)....so my time on this planet is minimal at best....not because of my age...(although that could be a factor) but by the sheer fact that the world is being run (or overrun) by psychopaths....yes, america, yes Europe and yes just about every other country that makes up this ball we spin on. It's been that way since Adam and his counterpart Eve screwed up in the garden.
God said...you idiots "now look at what you've done" ok, ok, I'll just have to curse the whole mess of you and even innocent animals. The animals got the short end of the stick.
So, those of us that have chosen the hard road (God's road) yes, must struggle.....but its worth it...why you ask (and if you didn't I'll tell you anyway) because God said there's an eternity set up for us - and its a good one. All we gotta do is get through this mess. We will-- cause He promised...that we would never be forsaken...personally, I've discovered He's right.
So, let's just trudge on through...and yeah, the one day at a time...its all I can handle and leave the rest to Him. So onward and upward...keep on going...and frankly, judging from what I'm witnessing we ain't got long to wait...not if the humans have any say...and I've been in an institution twice...learned a lot...the ones in there are more sane then the ones walking around out here with us....your not nutty...just a God guy trying to do the right thing? I'm not sure if that has worked...hey, wanna rob a bank? That could work better? Nah....God says no...I'll put you on top of my prayer list!!
https://www.deland.org/ 15 minutes to Daytona Beach, small town feel like Mayberry and a Bucee's that the bathroom attendants make 80k a year. It's not key west but its a great friendly place. Walk the downtown take a virtual tour. I dont have any skin in the game just a warm friendly place for the winter!
Steve I like it I spend a week in April and one in November in Deland. I would like to move there but my better half wants to remain around the homestaed for when the children have children. She misses the planes, trains and automobiles part of that equation. Cheers
We live in the great state of FL and love the weather, we have plenty of sunshine, which helps with depression 😍 love all your articles, makes my mind work. You are a huge asset to Substack, so keep pushing through❤️
You must read the “ ingredients label” on all packaging period! Plus not all toxic ingredients are on the label! Just guess what those are! This day & time you cannot be careful enough about what you are ingesting!
TPB are deliberately poisoning our food- preservatives, colour, GMOs etc. Get you sick and then prescribe you medications that will make you even more sick from their side effects. Take out food is fine once in a while. Try switching to organic foods (on sale) slowly one at a time. Make something like homemade chilli in a crock pot that will last for a few meals and have it with rice and salad. There are many crock pot recipes online. Glad you are making a good recovery and back to writing, I do enjoy your articles written with wit and wisdom.
Your acknowledgement that the thoughts were not your own is IMHO an important one, and a strategy I developed too.
But the big clue that jumped out at me was your confession about eating chicken nuggets.
Now I'm sure its not easy to cook good, wholesome, healthy meals on a single hot plate in a motel, and we often drift into convenience over quality when its only us were cooking for, but the only thing more important than what we eat is what we drink.
Most town water is contaminated.
Because of airborne pollutants not even rainwater is as safe as it once was.
And add in to the mix almost permanent immersion in electrosmog and its a wonder any of us are sane ever.
So...get a good quality countertop water distiller, cut out processed foods and turn off all routers, phones etc at night
I've been there. Recently. Clinical depression. Hopelessness out of nowhere. The Itty bity shitty committee on Crack in my head, problems all the way down.
I have the caffeine sensitivity too. The decade long coke bender didn't make my central nervous system any less sensitive, that's for sure.
18 months of sobreity helps.
I was diagnosed at 15. I spent 33 years trying to manage depression.
I have struggled with depression since I was a child and I’m 64 yrs old now.
Always turn to Jesus when you feel like life isn’t worth living. He will lift you out of the pit of despair. He has done it for me a thousand times. No matter how hopeless things seem, don’t give up!
It sounds like the chemicals in the drink gave you a big dopamine rush, like meth, and then you crashed. My brother was a meth addict and I witnessed this effect many times with him.
I really enjoy your articles and appreciate your heartfelt honesty. I am praying for you as well! Just know that your readers care about you and want the best for you!
And then we wonder why so many kids are screwed up with their sexuality? They’re drinking this shit and thinking they’re in the wrong body so why not cut off my genitals!
Link us to your old channel, I would love to see what you had written/video graphed in the past, or has it disappeared into the aether? And who were 'We'? Curious.
Excellent! My credibility has been reestablished. Thanks, I thought I was on the edge of incredulity when I posted. How interesting that this video links to the 'Cult of the Lamb' that you have previously mentioned.
What is not referenced in your historical video is the 'O' in the word 'Monster' with its inverted cross of Christ within its center, the cross of Saint Peter who was crucified upside down to Christ on the cross.
I am becoming very fatigued in today's world while everyone else around me remains in a trance, even faithful Christians; many unaware of satan's (small s, it does not deserve glorification) influence in our daily lives.
You are an EXCELLENT investigative journalist who deserves more than you have received. I always look forward to your posts.
Now I see you on Maddie's substack, at the same time you are responding to this thread, and developing another. All in the middle of a move to another residence. It is beyond my amazement how you manage to juggle all the pin balls in the air at once. You must be in the spectrum, way beyond most people's ability.
I know a perfect place for you this winter. I do not have apps. But I do have a suburban and a trailer. I cannot communicate in any way but right here.
I’m sorry. I have absolutely struggled with clinical depression and I know how heavy it can feel. Literally weight pressing down on my chest. Difficult to pick a foot up and put it down on the floor. My heart goes out to you.
On another note. Your post made me smile more than a few times. Mostly because I’m on the other side of clinical depression. Sometimes, I believe we need the space and silence and ability to be sad so that we can understand the “whys”. Since you have no money, (I relate), what makes me feel joy for you is your intellect and native humor! My gosh. Try stand up. Sleep all day. Brush your teeth before you head out. When life loses meaning, make it. Who cares if you don’t get a standing ovation? I’m calling for you. (The chicken line was the one that did me in!)
I’m praying for you. You are not alone nor should you be. Keep coming back to community and we will encourage you! What small goal can you make for yourself today?
Thank you for the peek at joy. It was needed.
im glad i could bring some joy to someone on such a dark day for myself. i feel awful. it’s wearing off but i cannot believe half an energy drink set me off this badly. i was seriously contemplating suicide last night as i lay in bed. this is the best my life has been in YEARS so there’s no reason I should be thinking those sort of thoughts. these drinks need to be BANNED.
I'm sorry you are going through this!
I understand! ..
yes! Stay away from those energy drinks for sure!
To me and i'm sure others here would miss your writings! .
You have such a way of bringing everything to life!
You seem like such a genuine caring guy!
Hang in there and know we are here with you for this ride..
Thank God you only drank HALF of that toxic garbage!
I need to share this info about energy drinks with a family member. Always looking for “ the reason”!
Chin up. You’ve got this. Stand up routine …..
Vitamin B is really helpful for me. I take twice as much B complex as the directions say. Also get chewable B12 and D3 (not sure if it's D3 or D9 or something).
Connecting with human beings in real time watching a child's innocence, and listening in silence with Our higher being while digging our hands into the earth, planting, grass under feet, a day at the ocean, full sun, fresh air, a long country drive, not wearing a seat belt, eating dense nutrition, sure help.
All synthetic supplements are poison. Please do some research on this. The truth has been revealed on ALL pharmaceutical supplements, what's in them, their country of origin (very telling) and why the "science" behind them is meant to kill us, not help us. If you need proof, check out this link to start on Vitamin D.
https://robynopenshaw.substack.com/p/vitamin-d-the-sunshine-lie?utm_source=post-email-title&publication_id=746433&post_id=188075709&utm_campaign=email-post-title&isFreemail=true&r=1nyzcg&triedRedirect=true&utm_medium=email
Have you done any research on this anti-vitamin stuff?
I like pubmed! Try
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/?term=Vitamins%2C+efficacy%2C+metaanalysis
Some vitamins are actually really useful! My mom is a naturalist and I will confess. Antibiotics are here to stay but some disease states seem to show better treatment with vitamins than chemical compounds.
I love a good chemical when it’s needed though. Vitamins in moderation, friends 🤣
Here is one study:
https://chemtrails.substack.com/p/vitamins-and-supplements-cause-cancer?utm_source=post-email-title&publication_id=1865725&post_id=201382516&utm_campaign=email-post-title&isFreemail=true&r=1nyzcg&triedRedirect=true
We are here for you! If you ever need a friend to help you borrow worth, (I’ve been there alone and called suicide crisis lines), you may always reach out to me. I truly feel that we’ve been provided with community who can remind us and hold the space. Please keep your chin up. From someone who has been there before, you will start to feel better. But you may need to cut some people out of your life. Yoh most definitely should seek therapy. That’s what my psychiatrist told me. I am not even on medicine anymore! Praise God! All the comments from people who are angry? Delete those people. LITERALLY, my God, people. Let’s show love please! Encouragment. Sunshine butterflies and rainbows if that’s what’s needed. ☀️🦋🌈🦄🧠✝️🐑
Ps! GOOD MORNING! We are grateful, thankful and blessed you are here, friend! Make today great!
Respectfully, “Our” is how I capitalize the name of my Maker. I call Him God, I also call Him Jesus. But, I’m not sure where the “gag me with a spoon” mentality is coming from. I’m happy to continue to keep discussing “Our” maker, but if you’re not a fan of Jesus, you can choose to exit the conversation. I, however, don’t understand the vitriol.
I saw the comment you are referring to. It appears to have been deleted now. Some people love Jesus and want to spread the love. Others use religion as an excuse to put themselves above others, and frequently turn to insulting, even hateful, comments. I call them "negatives", because they never have anything positive to say. Note, the person whom you are responding to has offered nothing positive or healing for Wolf.
I've signed up for a couple of paid subscriptions over this last year. Pray it is helping. Where do I go to donate something to you every month? My heart breaks whenever I read your articles.
What do you mean, "this wasn't very good"? I hadn't even gotten to the end of the article to see that comment and I was already punching in to mention what a brilliant piece this was. It is detailed, informative, more helpful and needed than you may be able to imagine. Depression is the the common cold of psychology. I have an (almost) doctorate in clinical psychology, so I feel qualified to say that I really believe that it is all part of the way your exceptionally clever brain works that makes you so sensitive to the suffering of others, cognizant of every possibility of anything that *might* be threatening, and also particularly sensitive to the very ingredients in those horrible (not my opinion alone) energy drinks.
And like others here, thanks for several parts of this article that made me laugh out loud... mostly because I RELATE, and am there myself, more often than I care to admit. Laughter, appropriately, is the best antidote for this disease, as the Bible itself instructs.... next to inviting in Holy Spirit, the Great Comforter, Himself.
thank you. after i published it i actually read it and it was a lot better than i thought while writing it. im just so out of it right now from the chemical crash. i wish i knew what was in that stuff for real. it’s def got something that isn’t on the label in there.
I'm actually having a good time in this thread. A roomful of kindred souls shooting the shit. Your post was well done. Clear and powerful.
Crashed a car on I-95 in DeLand County way back in the last millennium, shuolda been dead and/or locked up but they say someone smiles on drunks and small children.
I bet that the clamp thing was a spanner wrench.
Ever hear the song "Everybody's Talkin'" by Nilsson? If not, you're in for a treat.
Thanks for the pick-me-up.
I had a seizure last year about this time. Started having all kinds of bladder issues. My doctor told me to stop drinking coffee. Decaff works okay. So I did that, and amazingly enough, it cut back on the bladder problems, way back. It actually tastes pretty decent and I soon forgot it is caffeine free. I've never been an energy drink fan, or diet sodas either. My one weakness is coca-cola, the real thing, hahaha. I try to keep that down to a dull roar, since all soda is so back for us. So, wise one, stay away from regular coffee, and try to stay away from sodas and energy drinks. Why are our kids just losing their minds these days? Between the stupid phones and stupid drinks and poisoned food, water, and the crap they tell us is just a jet trail, it's a miracle we can even get out of bed in the morning!
Jesus loves you, dude, never forget that. Keep praying to Him. I've praying for you. All you have to do is give it over to Him. He loves you and all you have to do is ask. He's there for you. God bless you! Never give up!
You didn't get a COVID vaccine by any chance? Many people are getting seizures from them. Heart attacks and turbo cancers. Look into shedding from the vaccinated too. RUMBLE has good videos on all that. I too suffer from Depression and at nearly 70 I hardly ever sleep. With Depression you either sleep too much or too little.
nope never got it, at least not willingly. Lord knows what they injected into me when I was in the hospital in 2022 though…
Nope, not a one. Absolutely refused any and all. I also had a seizure back in 1999. My personal opinion is that stress was a big factor for me. My doctor thinks I might have had epilepsy since I was very small. I find that for me, stress is a big factor in most any health issue that pops up. I also had shingles in 1997, was getting a divorce and very stressed out. 2025 was a very stressful year for me, so not really surprised that a seizure made its appearance.
Just from what I've read in your articles my analysis is your a pretty neat fella. Very intelligent...so many people now can't figure out where a period goes at the end of a sentence...not to mention the lack of a structured sentence in the first place. The road you've chosen is a hard one (I know, I walk somewhat the same path)....certainly not for the faint of heart.
But what I think is this "life" or existence is going really fast (for reasons I can't figure out...could be the Lord)....so my time on this planet is minimal at best....not because of my age...(although that could be a factor) but by the sheer fact that the world is being run (or overrun) by psychopaths....yes, america, yes Europe and yes just about every other country that makes up this ball we spin on. It's been that way since Adam and his counterpart Eve screwed up in the garden.
God said...you idiots "now look at what you've done" ok, ok, I'll just have to curse the whole mess of you and even innocent animals. The animals got the short end of the stick.
So, those of us that have chosen the hard road (God's road) yes, must struggle.....but its worth it...why you ask (and if you didn't I'll tell you anyway) because God said there's an eternity set up for us - and its a good one. All we gotta do is get through this mess. We will-- cause He promised...that we would never be forsaken...personally, I've discovered He's right.
So, let's just trudge on through...and yeah, the one day at a time...its all I can handle and leave the rest to Him. So onward and upward...keep on going...and frankly, judging from what I'm witnessing we ain't got long to wait...not if the humans have any say...and I've been in an institution twice...learned a lot...the ones in there are more sane then the ones walking around out here with us....your not nutty...just a God guy trying to do the right thing? I'm not sure if that has worked...hey, wanna rob a bank? That could work better? Nah....God says no...I'll put you on top of my prayer list!!
https://www.deland.org/ 15 minutes to Daytona Beach, small town feel like Mayberry and a Bucee's that the bathroom attendants make 80k a year. It's not key west but its a great friendly place. Walk the downtown take a virtual tour. I dont have any skin in the game just a warm friendly place for the winter!
Cheers~!
This part of Florida would probably be a good bet--small back road towns, less expensive rentals, availability of food. No snow.
Steve I like it I spend a week in April and one in November in Deland. I would like to move there but my better half wants to remain around the homestaed for when the children have children. She misses the planes, trains and automobiles part of that equation. Cheers
We live in the great state of FL and love the weather, we have plenty of sunshine, which helps with depression 😍 love all your articles, makes my mind work. You are a huge asset to Substack, so keep pushing through❤️
https://mainstreetdeland.org/
https://www.redfin.com/neighborhood/407660/FL/DeLand/Downtown-DeLand/houses-for-rent
You must read the “ ingredients label” on all packaging period! Plus not all toxic ingredients are on the label! Just guess what those are! This day & time you cannot be careful enough about what you are ingesting!
TPB are deliberately poisoning our food- preservatives, colour, GMOs etc. Get you sick and then prescribe you medications that will make you even more sick from their side effects. Take out food is fine once in a while. Try switching to organic foods (on sale) slowly one at a time. Make something like homemade chilli in a crock pot that will last for a few meals and have it with rice and salad. There are many crock pot recipes online. Glad you are making a good recovery and back to writing, I do enjoy your articles written with wit and wisdom.
Your acknowledgement that the thoughts were not your own is IMHO an important one, and a strategy I developed too.
But the big clue that jumped out at me was your confession about eating chicken nuggets.
Now I'm sure its not easy to cook good, wholesome, healthy meals on a single hot plate in a motel, and we often drift into convenience over quality when its only us were cooking for, but the only thing more important than what we eat is what we drink.
Most town water is contaminated.
Because of airborne pollutants not even rainwater is as safe as it once was.
And add in to the mix almost permanent immersion in electrosmog and its a wonder any of us are sane ever.
So...get a good quality countertop water distiller, cut out processed foods and turn off all routers, phones etc at night
I always avoid energy drinks. I believe this. The stuff they do to our food is horrible.
I've been there. Recently. Clinical depression. Hopelessness out of nowhere. The Itty bity shitty committee on Crack in my head, problems all the way down.
I have the caffeine sensitivity too. The decade long coke bender didn't make my central nervous system any less sensitive, that's for sure.
18 months of sobreity helps.
I was diagnosed at 15. I spent 33 years trying to manage depression.
Christ finally took it from me.
I had to admit that I needed him first.
I have struggled with depression since I was a child and I’m 64 yrs old now.
Always turn to Jesus when you feel like life isn’t worth living. He will lift you out of the pit of despair. He has done it for me a thousand times. No matter how hopeless things seem, don’t give up!
It sounds like the chemicals in the drink gave you a big dopamine rush, like meth, and then you crashed. My brother was a meth addict and I witnessed this effect many times with him.
I really enjoy your articles and appreciate your heartfelt honesty. I am praying for you as well! Just know that your readers care about you and want the best for you!
And then we wonder why so many kids are screwed up with their sexuality? They’re drinking this shit and thinking they’re in the wrong body so why not cut off my genitals!
🧐🤷🏻♀️🧐
Monster Energy drink; I realize this is lame, and I am embarrassed to share this, but voila:
https://www.energydrinkmania.net/en/monster_energy/666.html
And here is the related video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bntfUA6TmLs
Make of it what you will; is the videographer a ‘Karen’?
And another similar insight: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Yf4DbKna9rA
…as my credibility sinks into nothingness…
we made a video about this topic a few years back on our old channel
Link us to your old channel, I would love to see what you had written/video graphed in the past, or has it disappeared into the aether? And who were 'We'? Curious.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tgcB35qIQs
Excellent! My credibility has been reestablished. Thanks, I thought I was on the edge of incredulity when I posted. How interesting that this video links to the 'Cult of the Lamb' that you have previously mentioned.
What is not referenced in your historical video is the 'O' in the word 'Monster' with its inverted cross of Christ within its center, the cross of Saint Peter who was crucified upside down to Christ on the cross.
I am becoming very fatigued in today's world while everyone else around me remains in a trance, even faithful Christians; many unaware of satan's (small s, it does not deserve glorification) influence in our daily lives.
You are an EXCELLENT investigative journalist who deserves more than you have received. I always look forward to your posts.
Depression is a bitch, being there.
May God bless us all.
Wolf,
Now I see you on Maddie's substack, at the same time you are responding to this thread, and developing another. All in the middle of a move to another residence. It is beyond my amazement how you manage to juggle all the pin balls in the air at once. You must be in the spectrum, way beyond most people's ability.
IMPRESSED!
Look up Margetville on your computer.
I know a perfect place for you this winter. I do not have apps. But I do have a suburban and a trailer. I cannot communicate in any way but right here.
And there are chickens.
Depression bites. No other way to put it. Thanks for the PSA about the energy drinks.