I'm guessing u have no mailing address, ie, p.o. box, etc.... that I could use to send funds? (I know it's an expense you don't need.) But I'm "dinosaur" until I can no longer be.
1) Your story would be a great script for the big screen
2) No wonder all the movies recently suck! You nailed it!!!!
God bless you for your courage and determination, despite the horrendous consequences and constant risk to your safety and life.
Something really strange that I have never been able to wrap my head around was when I was in LA and met up with this ârandomâ millionaire who took me to his private freakinâ art gallery to show me paintings of demons eating children from pre-Soviet Russia told me he OWNS THE RIGHTS TO MAKE MY STORY INTO A MOTION PICTURE.
I have no idea what the hell he was talking about. How can you even do that? Iâd have laughed if it wasnât for the fact the guy owned his own freakinâ art gallery stuffed to the gills with paintings that cost more than any car I have ever owned.
If you want to make a donation to a local charity in the name of The Wise Wolf that is acceptable.
Not sure if you follow Agent 131711 on Substack and Shadowbanned Library. He did a 21 part âepisodeâpost about how art galleries are tied to sex trafficking, particularly of children, which was tied to the mob and diplomatic immunity, with threads going in every direction. An amazing report! I think it may help you wrap your head around what happened to you in LA.
Youâre up there with Agent and not alone. Praying for you and Lilly!
It's so bad that it is happening right in front of people and they do not see it. I was stabbed filming kids being loaded into semi-trucks with state troopers (at least they were dressed like them and had the cars to match) directing them onto the highway. A single child fetches anywhere from 20-50 grand on the black market. I shudder to think what happens to them. This is the biggest secret in America. MILLIONS of cultists farming fucking children and EATING THEM in occult rituals to gain 'magickal powers'. Babylon rising.
Sounds like you were in the middle of investigating what Agent was writing about! I canât begin to imagine the horror!
My church is funding teams to rescue these kids. Around five hundred so far. Itâs through AIM as well as funding teams locally and setting up safe houses. Also have a close friend who worked closely with one of the rescue teams. Youâre right. This is very real. And yes, Babylon Rising! Keep howling!
Will look into supporting. Funds are going to our church but Iâll cancel another SS subscription coming up and help out.
Oh believe me, we need the money. I just don;t have anywhere you can send it to. I move constantly and even I don't know Lily's actual address. She only accepts payments in crypto.
Seriously adding you to my prayer list, those are some pretty scary investigative journalist survival statistics that I confess I was completely unaware of. Also praying for Shelly and Lily. Godspeed.
And we wonder why there arenât more â realâ journalists? Whereâs the incentive? I guess youâre not behind a desk all day. đ€ You should probably have one to get under, once in awhile?
Ok, honestly⊠where was all the hate toward you coming from when you came to Substack? Or was that acquired from specific writing? I just remember a lot of re- stacking & blocking, etc. , and bad words describing you. I tend to stay clear of conflict. Itâs a character flaw, along with my optimism. Iâm working on it. đ€Šââïž
Nevermind, it really doesnât matter. Your last couple posts Iâve read have been pretty brilliant. Maybe Iâm thinking of an entirely different wolf.
People are interesting in reading your words. We need those that arenât afraid to wrote about what is under all the rugs. Thereâs a LOT there & Iâm not surprised that there are so many
wanting to cover up the mess. Iâm watching you, just saying. Not in a creepy way, but you know, 3 times is a charm.
Stay safe, & stay true to your words. đ
Also, God judges less than HE loves you. HE can seriously help you find a path thatâs safer, while allowing you to share your writing gifts. I just know it!
Is that water mark on the ceiling actually what it looks like in person? Or is that image spiffied up for comic value? If itâs what it actually looks like, Iâd sleep sooooo soundly there. That is indeed a sign that God has you. The love and devotion for revealing truth of any kind, big or small, is indeed a Holy crusade that requires His protection. Truth is the most powerful weapon in the world, and the most feared. By every single man and woman.
I personally donât believe in modern day prophetic foretelling of the future today like some do, as I interpret the Bible to have phased that out in the New Testament along with speaking in tongues as God no longer uses those methods to speak to us anymore, (I realize some faiths believe differently, this is just my interpretation,) but I DO believe that people are STILL born with the gift of prophecy and have all the skills and temperaments and natural traits that the biblical prophets possessed. They are made the same. If God were to ever choose to use prophets again, these are the people he would tap on the shoulder.
Thereâs more to what prophets do than telling whatâs to come. Prophecy announces the truth too. It hungers and yearns for truth to be revealed and known by all. The urge to speak it is as hard to suppress as a sneeze is. It takes courage to utilize your gift of prophecy, and itâs a lonely road you have to learn to be comfortable with given that most people donât like to hear the truth. I know. This is my spiritual gift.
Just because God doesnât give me visions of whatâs to come doesnât mean there isnât a need for this spiritual gift in other ways. (Although I do get a weird feeling of future events that you might call lucky guesses, but itâs still not the same or as clear as biblical prophets. Although Iâve got a pretty eerie batting average with my senses, almost 1.000)
Anyway, this is what drives you. Itâs part of the way God made you. He gifted you with the traits of a prophet and your passion to pursue truth is because of that. Your courage to do it is because of that. Your tenacity in spite of the danger is because of that. Youâre using your gift to the fullest. Itâs inspiring. May God continue to protect you and provide for your daily needs. â€ïžđ
haha I had to Photoshop it a little to get it to look âbetterâ
i have a brain disorder that i recognize patterns that others do not see. itâs one of the reasons journalism is the only job I can work without wanting to shoot myself in the head
Why would you call that a brain disorder (unless by seeing patterns do not see, you mean you live in your own personally constructed reality - but that doesnât seem to be what you are saying.
I consider the ability to see patterns others miss as a gift. I have it to some degree. I think itâs why I so often correctly predict where society is heading (Iâm a Sociologist, a discipline Iâve found to be a good fit for the way my brain works - although even in my discipline, I refuse to be hedged in by assumptions that have been uncritically embraced & reproduced in my discipline for many generations. Sometimes I guess that means I not only see patterns others donât, I also see where patterns donât exist even though folks assume they do, or see different patterns than everyone else sees.
Kind of makes me a pain in the ass. Not just for others, but me too. I like people,but if I donât keep my critical thinking & alternative views reined in, so not to make others feel uncomfortable bc Iâm chipping away at their sense of certainty and order, I quickly become annoying.
After over ten years living alone with a disabling severe illness, Iâm certain that Iâve only gotten worse, with little more than watching the people in America keep walking the path I predicted, while still hoping they will surprise the world by breaking free of the madness in America and reclaim (& hopefully advance) our 250 year experiment with a Democratic Republic. There are plenty of flaws in the system (& the people who create and populate it )that need worked out - better done by The People than a relatively few who have sold out their humanity for More money and powerâŠa very dangerous, inhuman & destructive addiction that appears insatiable.
Wolf, your story sounds like an Elmore Leonard novel. Thereâs a reason we have mockingbird news. They spew the same pablum so as not to rock the apple cart. Theyâre all in their safe, propaganda boxes while a select few risk life and limb. Unfortunately those are the stories that never make it to or air on the nightly news.
When talking about Hollywood, I woke up to the fact a long time ago that itâs all predictive programming. They have to tell you what theyâre doing before they do it. Screw Professor Jiang. Read Albert Pikeâs Morals and Dogma if you want a calculated picture of the future. A truly evil man whose writings tell the story of those you speak of who have the power to âsuicide youâ or just make you disappear. Their name is The Freemasons. 33 degree is the best in their eyes but the worst in ours. Stay safe and âtake up the shield of faith with which you can extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil oneâ.
"That happened more than once before I figured out the pattern, which I recognize does not speak well of me, but in my defense they were very attractive and I was very lonely."
This is one of the best things I have ever written I think. Shame it will never go viral. The only things we write that ever makes us any money are generic articles about current events but we gotta pay the bills I guess.
Thankyou for another Awe inspiring snippet into the workings of independent journalism. You Wise Wolf đŠ đș are one of the few that I faithfully look forward to reading. I am keeping you & Lilly in my thoughts and prayers đđ cuz if anyone deserves a Miracle or two, it's You & Lilly.
Happy Blessed GOOD FRIDAY Bro. đ«¶âšâŁïžđ«âïžđđŻïžđčđ
Dear Lilly and Wolf. Truth is a weapon. It is the weapon they fear most. Every tyranny silences dissent, kills journalists, manages the content on all media platforms to control the narrative and destroys beauty in art, music, poetry and painting. Has anyone seen buildings built in East Germany? Or Soviet Russia. Incredibly boring. I am a follower of Jesus. He is Beauty, Truth, Justice, Holiness and, yes, Power. Folks, what Wolf and Lilly are broadcasting is truth. This is how we defeat the enemy. We speak truth. I know the Lord will 'consume them with the breath of His mouth and the brightness of His coming'. I know Jesus wins. I know He is in control of all things and I know we are His body. I don't know how this all plays out, but I am convinced that this world is truly controlled by Satan and his demons. Perhaps the last 5 years things have seemed crazy simply because the Lord is removing the veil and allowing His people to see what has always been there. He is granting us eyes to see. I know that in my flesh I am a coward and yet I know through His Spirit I have been brave. We can all be brave. Jesus was the bravest man who ever lived and He dwells in our hearts by faith. I pray to the King of Kings that He unite and empower His people to be the breath and the brightness that utterly destroy the works of the enemy. They tell you that you are small and weak and not rich like them but God says, "if God is for us, WHO can be against us?". Nobody. Lord I plead with you to unite us and strengthen us to fight as your soldiers in a war you have already won. In the beautiful name of Jesus I pray, amen.
Except, given that Bart is male, it would be âDER BART DERâ. And âBartâ is also the German for beard, but it's also a masculine noun and âthe beardâ is âder Bartâ.
I love your writing and follow you on Substack. I am a paid subscriber (no discounts, full price). Iâm just a (very) old hippie living on 1 check a month. I have no real money to spare but have decided the subscriptions Iâve spread my meager funds across need it because you all speak truth to power.
Weâre out here. Reading. Listening. Some of us have had real life experiences that help us root out the truth tellers. You must be some kind of an adrenaline junkie (to some degree?) that keeps you doing this kind of work. Hopefully thereâs a special place in heaven for freelance investigative journalists like yourself who, when all is said and done, still believe in the truth. God bless you.
Your articles are the only ones that make me laugh and cry within literal seconds of each other. I share all articles of yours with a note that says how much I love, trust and respect you and want to adopt Lily. Hell, we are probably close in age (I'll be 62 in less than 2 weeks - FUCK!) but I would adopt you too. Thank you for your honesty, bravery and incredible sense of humor despite the shit show you find yourself in. How did you and Lily meet? Why are you not still at your parents? I hope you're writing a book of your life. If I could only read one writer the rest of of my life, I would chose you. I hope you know how incredibly gifted you are. Do "we" know who you really are? If I need to go back through all your old stuff, can you point me in the right direction to figure it out? If not, I totally understand - thought I would ask. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.
Thank you again for your wise words. It seems as if our lives are one big carnival. Not knowing what or who is real and true. I appreciate that you and lily help open our eyes to the world behind the world.
I already loved your Substack but now I just ' upgraded' to a paid subscription. Creative, brave literary work is Rare...but you have that. Thanks for all your work !
I would pay for a subscription if I could, and I wish I were able to. Truth is I'm a disabled single mother with four teenagers I'm trying to raise to be decent human beings.
I'm familiar with both the Russians and Sicilians, as in had personal experience with them. I believe the Russians helped traffick me from Australia to the United States and I'm so sorry the Russians are doing this shit to you.
When it comes to being trafficked and forced to make porn, the Russians are the meanest motherfuckers on the planet. They did things like pour oil on my feet and put them over an open flame while being tied up and hanging from the ceiling. Then they would run ice all over my feet directly after removing the flame, cackling with glee.
I will spare you further details. I truly wish I could help but it turns out that women who have pornographic content online, despite the fact that I did not consent have trouble getting jobs. Certain people interfere so that I can't get a job. I make less than $1,000 a year on here and it's legit all I make that is actually my income. Child support and disability for one child doesn't pay all the bills. Anyway, that's irrelevant. If I'm ever in the position where I can pay, I will.
Sorry to say this, but Donald Trump lies like he breathes. He is also a self-centered malignant narcissist, who lacks the ability to empathize with anyone else. He has forced himself on countless women of ALL AGES throughout his life. Trump has also said, that if your famous and rich enough, "You can grab women by the p***y" He's also a pedophile, and has been mentioned in the Epstien files a record 38,000 times. Now he's started a war in the mid-east, where thousands of innocent people have been killed, including many children. The sooner he gets impeached, and/or removed from office due to health or other reasons, the better off the U.S. AND the world will be. Trump said he would keep the united states out of foreign war. He said he would lower the cost of living. What he has done is bomb Iran despite no imminent threat from them. And as one of the effects of this war, the cost of living for gasoline food, Medical care, housing and many other things continue to cost more. Trump is a clear and present danger to the United States, and the entire world. He needs to resign. The Republicans that have influence on him need to section 25, convince him to resign, and whatever, just get him the hell out of there! Sincerely David Morris, who was born one day long ago in Fort Wayne Indiana.
@Lily: take a bit of salt. Then have water. Headaches in general can (not always, but can) be linked to dehydration, and you need salt to maintain balance; else the water goes right through. This is why sports drinks have a lot of salt in them (because you sweat out salt), and special forces desert survival tells you to eat the salt crusts from your own skin....
I'm guessing u have no mailing address, ie, p.o. box, etc.... that I could use to send funds? (I know it's an expense you don't need.) But I'm "dinosaur" until I can no longer be.
1) Your story would be a great script for the big screen
2) No wonder all the movies recently suck! You nailed it!!!!
God bless you for your courage and determination, despite the horrendous consequences and constant risk to your safety and life.
Thank you for sharing!!! Hugs
Something really strange that I have never been able to wrap my head around was when I was in LA and met up with this ârandomâ millionaire who took me to his private freakinâ art gallery to show me paintings of demons eating children from pre-Soviet Russia told me he OWNS THE RIGHTS TO MAKE MY STORY INTO A MOTION PICTURE.
I have no idea what the hell he was talking about. How can you even do that? Iâd have laughed if it wasnât for the fact the guy owned his own freakinâ art gallery stuffed to the gills with paintings that cost more than any car I have ever owned.
If you want to make a donation to a local charity in the name of The Wise Wolf that is acceptable.
Not sure if you follow Agent 131711 on Substack and Shadowbanned Library. He did a 21 part âepisodeâpost about how art galleries are tied to sex trafficking, particularly of children, which was tied to the mob and diplomatic immunity, with threads going in every direction. An amazing report! I think it may help you wrap your head around what happened to you in LA.
Youâre up there with Agent and not alone. Praying for you and Lilly!
It's so bad that it is happening right in front of people and they do not see it. I was stabbed filming kids being loaded into semi-trucks with state troopers (at least they were dressed like them and had the cars to match) directing them onto the highway. A single child fetches anywhere from 20-50 grand on the black market. I shudder to think what happens to them. This is the biggest secret in America. MILLIONS of cultists farming fucking children and EATING THEM in occult rituals to gain 'magickal powers'. Babylon rising.
Sounds like you were in the middle of investigating what Agent was writing about! I canât begin to imagine the horror!
My church is funding teams to rescue these kids. Around five hundred so far. Itâs through AIM as well as funding teams locally and setting up safe houses. Also have a close friend who worked closely with one of the rescue teams. Youâre right. This is very real. And yes, Babylon Rising! Keep howling!
Will look into supporting. Funds are going to our church but Iâll cancel another SS subscription coming up and help out.
You are a kind man.
WAT???? Y8kes!!!! This world is crazy scary!
Donating to a charity doesn't help pay the bills. But ok, just thought I'd ask.
Oh believe me, we need the money. I just don;t have anywhere you can send it to. I move constantly and even I don't know Lily's actual address. She only accepts payments in crypto.
Hugs to both of you!
Seriously adding you to my prayer list, those are some pretty scary investigative journalist survival statistics that I confess I was completely unaware of. Also praying for Shelly and Lily. Godspeed.
And we wonder why there arenât more â realâ journalists? Whereâs the incentive? I guess youâre not behind a desk all day. đ€ You should probably have one to get under, once in awhile?
Ok, honestly⊠where was all the hate toward you coming from when you came to Substack? Or was that acquired from specific writing? I just remember a lot of re- stacking & blocking, etc. , and bad words describing you. I tend to stay clear of conflict. Itâs a character flaw, along with my optimism. Iâm working on it. đ€Šââïž
Nevermind, it really doesnât matter. Your last couple posts Iâve read have been pretty brilliant. Maybe Iâm thinking of an entirely different wolf.
People are interesting in reading your words. We need those that arenât afraid to wrote about what is under all the rugs. Thereâs a LOT there & Iâm not surprised that there are so many
wanting to cover up the mess. Iâm watching you, just saying. Not in a creepy way, but you know, 3 times is a charm.
Stay safe, & stay true to your words. đ
Also, God judges less than HE loves you. HE can seriously help you find a path thatâs safer, while allowing you to share your writing gifts. I just know it!
Is that water mark on the ceiling actually what it looks like in person? Or is that image spiffied up for comic value? If itâs what it actually looks like, Iâd sleep sooooo soundly there. That is indeed a sign that God has you. The love and devotion for revealing truth of any kind, big or small, is indeed a Holy crusade that requires His protection. Truth is the most powerful weapon in the world, and the most feared. By every single man and woman.
I personally donât believe in modern day prophetic foretelling of the future today like some do, as I interpret the Bible to have phased that out in the New Testament along with speaking in tongues as God no longer uses those methods to speak to us anymore, (I realize some faiths believe differently, this is just my interpretation,) but I DO believe that people are STILL born with the gift of prophecy and have all the skills and temperaments and natural traits that the biblical prophets possessed. They are made the same. If God were to ever choose to use prophets again, these are the people he would tap on the shoulder.
Thereâs more to what prophets do than telling whatâs to come. Prophecy announces the truth too. It hungers and yearns for truth to be revealed and known by all. The urge to speak it is as hard to suppress as a sneeze is. It takes courage to utilize your gift of prophecy, and itâs a lonely road you have to learn to be comfortable with given that most people donât like to hear the truth. I know. This is my spiritual gift.
Just because God doesnât give me visions of whatâs to come doesnât mean there isnât a need for this spiritual gift in other ways. (Although I do get a weird feeling of future events that you might call lucky guesses, but itâs still not the same or as clear as biblical prophets. Although Iâve got a pretty eerie batting average with my senses, almost 1.000)
Anyway, this is what drives you. Itâs part of the way God made you. He gifted you with the traits of a prophet and your passion to pursue truth is because of that. Your courage to do it is because of that. Your tenacity in spite of the danger is because of that. Youâre using your gift to the fullest. Itâs inspiring. May God continue to protect you and provide for your daily needs. â€ïžđ
haha I had to Photoshop it a little to get it to look âbetterâ
i have a brain disorder that i recognize patterns that others do not see. itâs one of the reasons journalism is the only job I can work without wanting to shoot myself in the head
Why would you call that a brain disorder (unless by seeing patterns do not see, you mean you live in your own personally constructed reality - but that doesnât seem to be what you are saying.
I consider the ability to see patterns others miss as a gift. I have it to some degree. I think itâs why I so often correctly predict where society is heading (Iâm a Sociologist, a discipline Iâve found to be a good fit for the way my brain works - although even in my discipline, I refuse to be hedged in by assumptions that have been uncritically embraced & reproduced in my discipline for many generations. Sometimes I guess that means I not only see patterns others donât, I also see where patterns donât exist even though folks assume they do, or see different patterns than everyone else sees.
Kind of makes me a pain in the ass. Not just for others, but me too. I like people,but if I donât keep my critical thinking & alternative views reined in, so not to make others feel uncomfortable bc Iâm chipping away at their sense of certainty and order, I quickly become annoying.
After over ten years living alone with a disabling severe illness, Iâm certain that Iâve only gotten worse, with little more than watching the people in America keep walking the path I predicted, while still hoping they will surprise the world by breaking free of the madness in America and reclaim (& hopefully advance) our 250 year experiment with a Democratic Republic. There are plenty of flaws in the system (& the people who create and populate it )that need worked out - better done by The People than a relatively few who have sold out their humanity for More money and powerâŠa very dangerous, inhuman & destructive addiction that appears insatiable.
Please remind me of the name of that brain disorder. I'm pretty sure I've come across it before.
Wolf, your story sounds like an Elmore Leonard novel. Thereâs a reason we have mockingbird news. They spew the same pablum so as not to rock the apple cart. Theyâre all in their safe, propaganda boxes while a select few risk life and limb. Unfortunately those are the stories that never make it to or air on the nightly news.
When talking about Hollywood, I woke up to the fact a long time ago that itâs all predictive programming. They have to tell you what theyâre doing before they do it. Screw Professor Jiang. Read Albert Pikeâs Morals and Dogma if you want a calculated picture of the future. A truly evil man whose writings tell the story of those you speak of who have the power to âsuicide youâ or just make you disappear. Their name is The Freemasons. 33 degree is the best in their eyes but the worst in ours. Stay safe and âtake up the shield of faith with which you can extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil oneâ.
Oh believe me I know all about Pike. I know so much about the topic that his cult buddies tried to murder me twice.
"That happened more than once before I figured out the pattern, which I recognize does not speak well of me, but in my defense they were very attractive and I was very lonely."
God bless you man. Great piece.
This is one of the best things I have ever written I think. Shame it will never go viral. The only things we write that ever makes us any money are generic articles about current events but we gotta pay the bills I guess.
Speaking of noticing patterns, I believe I've noticed *that* pattern too.
Maybe it's a conditioned assumption that big claims are too likely to be hyperbole or loosely reasoned conjecture. In any case, yeah, it's a shame.
Thankyou for another Awe inspiring snippet into the workings of independent journalism. You Wise Wolf đŠ đș are one of the few that I faithfully look forward to reading. I am keeping you & Lilly in my thoughts and prayers đđ cuz if anyone deserves a Miracle or two, it's You & Lilly.
Happy Blessed GOOD FRIDAY Bro. đ«¶âšâŁïžđ«âïžđđŻïžđčđ
Dear Lilly and Wolf. Truth is a weapon. It is the weapon they fear most. Every tyranny silences dissent, kills journalists, manages the content on all media platforms to control the narrative and destroys beauty in art, music, poetry and painting. Has anyone seen buildings built in East Germany? Or Soviet Russia. Incredibly boring. I am a follower of Jesus. He is Beauty, Truth, Justice, Holiness and, yes, Power. Folks, what Wolf and Lilly are broadcasting is truth. This is how we defeat the enemy. We speak truth. I know the Lord will 'consume them with the breath of His mouth and the brightness of His coming'. I know Jesus wins. I know He is in control of all things and I know we are His body. I don't know how this all plays out, but I am convinced that this world is truly controlled by Satan and his demons. Perhaps the last 5 years things have seemed crazy simply because the Lord is removing the veil and allowing His people to see what has always been there. He is granting us eyes to see. I know that in my flesh I am a coward and yet I know through His Spirit I have been brave. We can all be brave. Jesus was the bravest man who ever lived and He dwells in our hearts by faith. I pray to the King of Kings that He unite and empower His people to be the breath and the brightness that utterly destroy the works of the enemy. They tell you that you are small and weak and not rich like them but God says, "if God is for us, WHO can be against us?". Nobody. Lord I plead with you to unite us and strengthen us to fight as your soldiers in a war you have already won. In the beautiful name of Jesus I pray, amen.
"When someone puts a brick through your window at four in the morning with a note that just says âDIE!â on it ..."
Cue Sideshow Bob at his parole hearing on The Simpsons:
Lawyer: What about that tattoo on your chest? Doesn't it say "DIE BART DIE?"
Sideshow Bob: No, that's German for "THE BART, THE. "
* Audience laughs *
Juror lady: No one who speaks German can be an evil man.
[ PAROLE GRANTED ]
lol i remember that ep!
Except, given that Bart is male, it would be âDER BART DERâ. And âBartâ is also the German for beard, but it's also a masculine noun and âthe beardâ is âder Bartâ.
I love your writing and follow you on Substack. I am a paid subscriber (no discounts, full price). Iâm just a (very) old hippie living on 1 check a month. I have no real money to spare but have decided the subscriptions Iâve spread my meager funds across need it because you all speak truth to power.
Weâre out here. Reading. Listening. Some of us have had real life experiences that help us root out the truth tellers. You must be some kind of an adrenaline junkie (to some degree?) that keeps you doing this kind of work. Hopefully thereâs a special place in heaven for freelance investigative journalists like yourself who, when all is said and done, still believe in the truth. God bless you.
Your articles are the only ones that make me laugh and cry within literal seconds of each other. I share all articles of yours with a note that says how much I love, trust and respect you and want to adopt Lily. Hell, we are probably close in age (I'll be 62 in less than 2 weeks - FUCK!) but I would adopt you too. Thank you for your honesty, bravery and incredible sense of humor despite the shit show you find yourself in. How did you and Lily meet? Why are you not still at your parents? I hope you're writing a book of your life. If I could only read one writer the rest of of my life, I would chose you. I hope you know how incredibly gifted you are. Do "we" know who you really are? If I need to go back through all your old stuff, can you point me in the right direction to figure it out? If not, I totally understand - thought I would ask. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.
Thank you again for your wise words. It seems as if our lives are one big carnival. Not knowing what or who is real and true. I appreciate that you and lily help open our eyes to the world behind the world.
I already loved your Substack but now I just ' upgraded' to a paid subscription. Creative, brave literary work is Rare...but you have that. Thanks for all your work !
I would pay for a subscription if I could, and I wish I were able to. Truth is I'm a disabled single mother with four teenagers I'm trying to raise to be decent human beings.
I'm familiar with both the Russians and Sicilians, as in had personal experience with them. I believe the Russians helped traffick me from Australia to the United States and I'm so sorry the Russians are doing this shit to you.
When it comes to being trafficked and forced to make porn, the Russians are the meanest motherfuckers on the planet. They did things like pour oil on my feet and put them over an open flame while being tied up and hanging from the ceiling. Then they would run ice all over my feet directly after removing the flame, cackling with glee.
I will spare you further details. I truly wish I could help but it turns out that women who have pornographic content online, despite the fact that I did not consent have trouble getting jobs. Certain people interfere so that I can't get a job. I make less than $1,000 a year on here and it's legit all I make that is actually my income. Child support and disability for one child doesn't pay all the bills. Anyway, that's irrelevant. If I'm ever in the position where I can pay, I will.
Sorry to say this, but Donald Trump lies like he breathes. He is also a self-centered malignant narcissist, who lacks the ability to empathize with anyone else. He has forced himself on countless women of ALL AGES throughout his life. Trump has also said, that if your famous and rich enough, "You can grab women by the p***y" He's also a pedophile, and has been mentioned in the Epstien files a record 38,000 times. Now he's started a war in the mid-east, where thousands of innocent people have been killed, including many children. The sooner he gets impeached, and/or removed from office due to health or other reasons, the better off the U.S. AND the world will be. Trump said he would keep the united states out of foreign war. He said he would lower the cost of living. What he has done is bomb Iran despite no imminent threat from them. And as one of the effects of this war, the cost of living for gasoline food, Medical care, housing and many other things continue to cost more. Trump is a clear and present danger to the United States, and the entire world. He needs to resign. The Republicans that have influence on him need to section 25, convince him to resign, and whatever, just get him the hell out of there! Sincerely David Morris, who was born one day long ago in Fort Wayne Indiana.
@Lily: take a bit of salt. Then have water. Headaches in general can (not always, but can) be linked to dehydration, and you need salt to maintain balance; else the water goes right through. This is why sports drinks have a lot of salt in them (because you sweat out salt), and special forces desert survival tells you to eat the salt crusts from your own skin....
The Almighty will be with you always, as you're doing his will.
I pray for you, keep on the armor of God.